Flying high and crash landing

When you try to increase your level of joy and happiness almost on weekly basis there is a point where the shit will hit the fan sooner or later.
Unresolved craps will come up, if you have read the book “Excuse me, your life is waiting” by Lynn Grabhorn, she did a 30 days program to increase her joy and happiness after 10 days, she went through some period of depression.

The same for Klaus Joehle when he increased his level of joy by putting in himself the feeling of having $3,6 millions dollars at some point he went in a period of seemly depressive feelings.
Well, now this is my turn, I think it was triggered by the fact that I have to go back to that junkyard called Brussels for about 9 days before I go to China. So far my crash landing is soft, I don’t feel too depressed, I’m at a too high plateau to go in a full blow depression. It is possible that my state deteriorate when I fly back to the junkyard called Brussels.
Oh man, this suck I have to stay 9 days there ? Just to secure legal papers ….I wish I could shorten that period but it is not possible. When all of this is over, I will arrange thing in a way that I don’t have to go back to Central Europe again, I don’t like this area of the world. I’m done with these places.

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