When I left Belgium for Spain I didn’t take much books, I have hundred of books but I was allowed only 30 Kg of luggages so I took computer stuffs and clothes and only 3 books. This is not a year of books reading it is a year of real world practice. I don’t need many books anyway. One of the book I took is Creating Money by Sanaya Roman and Duane packer strangely enough when I arrived here they sent their newsletter to tell me that I should read the book again and they are right I will create stuffs and I will use some of their techniques. Now, I don’t need much books lately I learned a lot from direct experiences for instance the self-acceptance technique I posted the other day is something I got while meditating.
My intuition also improved and I feel more connected to the higher self, if I want to go further with this I need more concentration so what I do now is learning to experience the silence.
I don’t listen to music, watch TV or listen to radio, I enjoy the natural noise of the sea and the birds that’s it.

Most people use these things music , TV and radio not because they are nice things but because they don’t want to face their inner dramas that make them feel bad, therefore music , TV and radio provide them with a point of distraction that allow them to go in life by ignoring them completely.

If my inner dramas have to show up at front of me I will observe them objectively as suggested by Hieu Doan, by observing them objectively I will probably see pain as pain but it might no longer equate to suffering. I have to say that in practical term I start my day with an exercise like Klaus $3,6 Millions dollars and I’m charged with a good feeling right at the beginning of the day and I have several exercises like this that I do during the day and I try to increase the feeling good each day so it does mean that on one side the bad feeling the inner dramas and all past hurts are diminishing on influence each day and that the feeling good are increasing each day. It is already reflected in the dreams I have at night.

Inner drama ?

If for instance when you are a child you had a parent that at some point gave up on you and left the house to never return , you might have at the time had a feeling of abandon, betrayal and anger, this experience and the feelings associate with are stored in the cells as electrical signals and as a result in your adulthood you might project this on any man or woman (depending what parent left) you meet and you will have your relationship never ever work, you will attract someone that will betray and abandon you, if you pay attention you can see it coming , you can always see it coming.
That’s why when it happens people often say, yes I knew it, it would happen that way.
It was your very own thinking patterns based your memories (the electrical signals) stored in your cells that caused to create the experience.
Thinking is that, it is only putting memories together to create experiences. Genius don’t do that, that why are called genius, they go for the new and the unknown.

EFT work so well because it helps to discharge these electrical signals in your system. However, you can change by putting positive thoughts in your mind and reinforcing them each day. If you attract poor partners you can reinforce the thought that you attract great partner loyal and all the stuffs that lacked it is important that if you do that you do it to the point you can have the emotion, because, that’s the intensity of the positive emotion that will determine the speed at which you get what you do want.
Many of you work with affirmations in a bland robot-like fashion, it can’t possible work that way, the emotion of what you want must be present to generate a new electrical signal that will be stored in your cells and that will override the past programming; does that make sense ?

You do not stop a forest fire with a glass of water. If you have a strong feeling of abandon associated with relationship then you have to create a strong positive feeling associate with relationship , a stronger emotional pattern.

Play with these concepts and see if they inspire you something.

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