The Unconscious death urge
I would like to talk about something you probably have never heard of , it is called the death urge. The unconscious death urge is the repressed desire to die. The illusion of separation with All-that-is is the root of the death urge. The idea that physical death is unavoidable is part of that belief system that cause the death urge.
The death urge can manifest itself on various forms during our life it makes us manifest illnesses, self-sabotage our career or destroy our relationships.
Leonard Orr founder of the rebirthing method, a method to heal the death urge talk about his death urge in these terms after he remembered his own birth during a long bath:
“I was the last—an unwanted child whose existence upset my mother. To please her, I tried to kill myself. I tried to hang myself on my umbilical cord. But I failed. I was a breach birth, with the cord wrapped around my neck three times.”
There is a full article on the death urge at
http://www.universal-tao.com/article/breaking.html
November 21st, 2007 12:24
You may wonder, but I think I already felt this urge quite conscious.
It was an enjoyable feeling, like the outlook on something pleasurable to
happen in the future.
This sometimes comes up, when I feel overwhelmed by life, and its experiences.
But when I feel this urge, it makes me calm and gives me hope.
I recognize: “You´re not forever”
(< - this also is the vocal of a DnB record I like to listen, when I feel that
way)
[the above statement means being not forever on the physical plane]
look forward to the last adventure, besides meditation.
November 22nd, 2007 12:53
Yeah, I had those moments of lucidity, that why I wrote the post in first place:)