I started about 16 months ago with Meditation Mastery. Skeptical as hell, but figured it was fairly cheap. My first experience was sensing that an infinitely powerful being was watching me. This wasn’t frightening at all, it was more like a loving parent watching a baby. At first I had a lot of blocks come up. I’ve had a lot of trauma in my life and some incredible fears came up for me. But I had the sense that this being was soothingly healing through my fears.

In the first few months there was a lot I just wasn’t ready to let go of, but slowly but surely as I said “yes, I’m ready” my higher self healed these fears for me.

I really changed a lot from this process.

I grew up an atheist but I soon came to learn a lot about faith and trust in my own higher self, power and purpose. I actually think that my fears came from my reluctance to surrender to something higher. I was brought up with a very scientific upbringing, both my parents were engineers and I’m also in the field. I’m not included to surrender to anything that I don’t understand – but ironically this reluctance held me back from my true power.

In many ways you’re right in what you say: The higher self does change everything in your life, because your mind state and consciousness changes.

I went from being someone who didn’t believe in a higher power, to someone who believed very much that I was being taken care of by an awesome power. Even if this is just pure psychology at work it is powerful. Sometimes I feel invincible for lack of a better word, but it’s a very humble invincibility.

I went straight on with psychic mastery which is also really different from other psychic practice I’d done – very complete and solid. Again, it could be psychology, but I can actually see and feel my higher self and hear semi audible dialogue.

However I choose to look at it scientifically the results are that I feel a strong connection to a higher power and purpose.

Yes it could be just like being plugged into a machine like in the Matrix, where all my senses are watching an illusion. But the same thing could be said of the normal physical reality. However I look at it, its good. I’d rather be in a reality where I feel a higher power and purpose than one in which I don’t.

I’m presently practicing with an activation called the esoteric warrior and it is again very powerful, very effective. Again scientifically speaking what can I say? It could be my imagination but the results are what counts. The esoteric warrior feels like an accelerator for spiritual advancement. It feels like it is clearing up residual blocks and energies in my body really quickly.

So again for what its worth, scientific minded people will ask if it’s just psychology and belief and may be that’s all it is, but the same could be said of having good relationships, a good job, a certain lifestyle. The bottom line for me as I’ve realized is that this is really good for me, it makes me feel complete and in my power.

Enjoy!