Sep

Trapped in sleep paralysis

For the last few days I have been abnormally tired it sometime happen when you work a lot with energy. So I had a nap today and during that time my body was completely paralysed I tried to wake up but I felt strong pressure on me, it was impossible to do anything, I also heard very strong noise I thought it was the leaves from that tree I can see from my bedroom.
I was also able to feel strongly my energy body, so I understood what was happening .

I tried a shift of consciousness to explore around, what I call shift of consciousness and sometime projection of consciousness is referred as Out Of Body Experience in traditional literature however this reasoning is based on the misunderstanding that space and time exist when they really don’t, I will not go into quantum mathematics here, I have a found a simple explanation from the book Cosmic Journeys that I can quote:

When there is a shift from the physical realm into the more etheric levels of existence, the vibrations change within the soul-self, and begin to function on the highest level of existence previously experienced by that soul.
Souls who have lived freely in the flow of their own existence are not hindered by emotional or mental thought-forms that can confine or hold them down in the more dense earth-level vibrations.
The heavy earth vibrations are often experienced as great darkness and isolation, mixed with various negative emotions – which can include pain, hatred, fear and selfishness.

The change in vibration gives the soul the feeling of movement. However, in the timeless dimension there is no time or space; thus, there is no actual movement, as in the time level.
When an individual soul has the experience of going out of the body, it is felt as movement through space .

But a true out of body experience is not movement through space; it is change in the vibration from the denser physical self to the higher vibratory levels of the etheric self.

So to go back to my experience today I tried to explore around using a technique called The Rope from Robert Bruce’s book – Astral Dynamics , It didn’t work I had the impression to shrink in size it was weird, according to Robert Bruce it is almost impossible to shift consciousness for exploration from the sleep/waking paralysis state.

I was forced to give up, I fell asleep and I had a vivid dream I don’t know if this dream has any meaning, I will find out that later, the funny thing is that when I woke up it was total silence in my bedroom it was evident that hearing the leaves from the tree is impossible even if you open the window you will not hear anything because there is no wind.

I will observe if this trend continue and find out if the dream I had was meaningful to me.