I’m never gonna feel that again, it doesn’t happen twice, this is what Brendan (19 years old) said in the movie Mystic River to the police that interrogate him about the death of his murdered girlfriend Katie (19 years old) that he planed to marry.
Now, it made me think because I heard this quite a lot, I remember I saw an interview of some show business guy on TV, he said that he was once in love but he will never be again, it doesn’t happen twice.
I remember of that friend I had a few years ago, she was very beautiful , she could have been a supermodel may be she is one today, anyway, she said the same stuff that she was once truly in love and that she will never fall in love again so completely. I had many people telling me this, may be, I was thinking such things at some point, I don’t remember, I m even not too sure what people mean when they say this because all of them at the time I heard them were involved in a committed relationship, they don’t want fall in love again but they are involved in a committed relationship ??

May be, what they mean is that at some point they opened their heart 100 % and they got hurt so now they still get in a kind of conditional love where they open their heart in exchange of something or may be in exchange of nothing but they open it completely again like they said ‘It doesn’t happen twice’.

I really don’t remember what was my reasoning a few years ago about that I did the love meditations I so talk about and it changed me , I cant really relate to people having such reasoning, It has become foreign to me.
When you do the love meditation long enough, you realize that the love you feel is your own love and it isn’t coming from someone else .It is coming from you , your heart . You also make less or no separation between you and the things and people around you in a sense you, you start to see the beauty in everything and everyone, that feeling doesn’t last forever but it is very present, seeing other people as they were all you is quite an experience it remove the fear and bring peace to the self.

I’m not saying that you can achieve that overnight but you can realize that the reasoning that ‘I’m never gonna feel that again, it doesn’t happen twice’ is weird and make no sense under this new light.

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